Lol... I never knew I copped all this abuse. Guessing the year and a bit I was away for was good then. Look, I started in these forums when internet forums were a big thing and it was a time before social media and reddit existed. This was a wonderful place to have some nuanced discussion about cricket with some genuinely good and knowledgeable cricket fans who could rise beyond the partisan stuff you see on some of the other sites. I made some wonderful friendships through CW. I remember SJS was kind enough to share so many great books on cricket, including Steve Waugh's autobiography when I was not in a financial position to afford that stuff. And I never ventured outside of CC as we never had a computer (could not afford one till like 2011) and I used to browse off the college or browsing centres and then post 2007, when I got to work for a customer where these sites were actually allowed. I really did not believe in mixing things up and CW was always a place to exclusively talk cricket, for me. Maybe the odd wrestling discussion but that was about it.
And with Shri, it seemed silly coz he seemed to hate my guts for literally no reason. I was always reasonably nice to everyone at first and I really only went after hopelessly partisan posts that we see from some here. Over a period of time I guess my tolerance whittled down. I got married around 2014 and there have often been times I have been online when I was not in a great mood and sometimes I was blowing off steam here needlessly. That happened a few times with Shri but over time I think we both cooled down towards each other and I have had him on fb and like he said, we recently exchanged numbers, so its kinda nice there is another nice person I get to see in my life because of CW. Like SJS, bagapath, zorax and a few others.
One thing about the bullying thing. Daemon definitely was doing it and not just to me and weldone, btw, there were many more. IIRC, he often had a partner in crime too. I remember telling zorax that he must have had some rough stuff going on in his life coz of all this bullying and zorax mentioned he had a great job, hot girlfriend and great connections. And I remember thinking that makes it even worse, lol. At least if you got some rough stuff in life, there is a reason for you being a dick online. Anyways, the time I had away from CW and exploring other sites where you can have similar interactions (forums, reddit etc.) helped me realize it was really not worth all the energy on my side to cultivate feelings over online stuff, unless they are positive. Plus, as clique-d as it is, I did start to remember and miss the good stuff of CW - the drafts, the rankings, the tour threads where we can gambhir each other. Its why I figured I would give it a shot again. And it has definitely helped me during these lockdowns,, seeing how much better the community is, as a whole, than our individual selves. I remember GIMH mailing me during his mafia game and he mentioned how he finds me much more chilled out in OT. Maybe this is how it should have always been, but it takes a while to get there for some of us.